"On my chest" is from my last live gig before the lock down, and the last one for some time I imagine. It is about heaviness of anxiety. Prior to this I had just returned from Jogyakarta in Indonesia and had even had to go to the doctor twice with Covid 19 symptoms. I remember how freaked out I was coming back on a plane with everyone in masks. At the time this track was recorded I thought this might be the last gig for a while, meanwhile watching people keep organising more shows. I started turning down gigs and telling people why. Eventually, all the gigs got canceled, and here we are.